I hate how much I love you

And I hate how much you love her

Why couldn't be just you and me?

The way things used to be.

I love you so much and I wish you still loved me. I don't go a day with out thinking about you and it hurts me to know that you can go days without thinking of me.

Taylor Swift

Hey guys! I don't know if you new this but I am a HUGE Taylor Swift fan. I LOVE HER. She is the 1st on my list of people I want to meet.

I would really like it if you guys bought things from my taylor store to help me win a chance to meet her! thank youu

this is the link to it: http://www.taylorconnect.com/profile/store/3004343

thank you all

loveeee, geennaa

(we had a problem with the link before so I just changed it to another one, it should work now!)

Courtney Cook

So I have this friend, her name is Courtney Cook. She is a pretty cool girl. She used to have these really cool bunny rabbit teeth but there gone now because she is lame and had to get invisalign. When she sneezes its not just an "AHHHCHOOOO" its a "AHCHOAHCHOAHCHOAHCHOAHCHO" all in a row. I swear it like never ends, but it does make me pee my pants laughing. There was a time in her life where she thought dying her hair BRIGHT RED and not telling anybody was cool...well courtney I'm sorry to say..but it wasn't. I LOVE YOU.

Courtney is like a mind reader she always knows what I'm thinking and feeling, that is why we are such good friends. We've been through a lot together, and I mean A LOT but every little bump in the road brings us closer together. Best friends foreverr.

Courtney If you kill me for doing this...I'm sorta sorry:

7th grade-freshman year...

we made it baby.

REQUESTED: All of the people I miss

(Sorry this is so delayed)

So I'm going to have to split this up in a couple of sections, but here it goes!

Camp: I miss every single one of my camp friends, we where the "crew" as some people would secretly call us (but we found out anyways). These girls are my best friends, they will be the bridesmaids at my wedding, the godmothers to my children, and forever in my heart. I don't go a day without thinking about them or even talking to them. I know that these girls have always got my back, I swear they have been through every little thing with me no matter how much distance there is between us. I trust these girls with my life and there will never be secrets between us.

Boarding school: Two of my best friends went to boarding school this year so this is for both of them.

Laura: We hated each other in 5th grade. But ever since, we have been best friends. I swear you held us all together. We where the REAL GGEM's but with out you i feel as though the L got chopped off and we are now the REA GGEM's. But as you can tell that makes absolutely no sense, so no matter how far the distance, you my darling will always be there. REAL not REA. I love you so much thank you for everything you have helped me through. I am so excited to see you this weekend.

Jon: Well, what can I say. There is just way to much to say I guess, even though your older and we didn't see each other much I can't even explain how much I love you. I have always looked up to you ever since the summer I was going into the 6th grade. That was the first time I set eyes on you, in the gift store. I THOUGHT YOU WHERE SO CUTE. But other then that I realized how much of a cool guy you are. We became best friends so fast, our personalities kind of matched up I guess. We stalked you ex girlfriend that one time...oh god. I think you should listen to me more that girl was a PHYSCO. Anyways, thank you Jon for always being there for me and being the best friend anyone could ask for.

There is one more person, I'm not going to say her name though. We where best friends, I'm sorry it had to end. But please do not think I don't miss you, because I do. Thats it. Thats all I'm going to say.

Thanks guys for requesting so much! Please feel free to give me suggestions on what to write about, challenge me, make me think. Just tell me what YOU want to hear.

I love you all

xoxoxo

~Geena

Requested:

A day in the life of Geena:

Morning Routine-

1. wake up at 7

2. get dressed

3. eat

4. brush teeth

5. put makeup on

6. leave at like 7:35ish

School Day-

1. English (I have a great class)

2. Spanish (Its okaay)

3. Theatre Workshop 1 (AMAZING)

4. Lunch (LOVEEE)

5. Resource (study hall)

6-7 (tues, thurs). Biology (fun fun fun lovee it)

7 (mon, wed, fri). Girls Chorus (fuun)

8. Algebra (EWWW)

9. Kenetic Wellness (not bad, good class)

Soo thats basically my day, minus after school stuff which really hasn't started yet.

Things that stress me out: MATH, I am really bad at it, this is my 2nd year in algebra 1.

Happy things: Theatre class, and seeing all my friends

I am excited for my auditions for the frosh/soph musical "The 25th Annual Putnam County Spelling Bee" I will be preforming 2 out of the 3 songs they selected for us, they are all from the musical its self. I AM SOO PUMPED.

Going to highschool is actually pretty cool, I like being able to say that I'm a highschooler, it makes me feel more mature. I really don't like school, but I like highschool more then I like middle school or jr. high.

My life is quite interesting, I mean I'm a really interesting person. I am sure there is much more I could say about my day, but this is all I got for now.

xoxoxoxoxoxo

I honestly will say that I am in love with fall. The trees are beautiful, it makes me so sad that the changing leaves don't last that long. It's not just the trees that are beautiful though, everything is. You can finally wear those big knit sweaters and those leather boots you have been dying to break in. You can actually wear clothes. Now don't get me wrong I love summer, I love running around half naked and not getting crap for it because, well, its summer! But after awhile that gets boring and you just want to be able to snuggle up into some jeans. Right now I think I'm going fall crazy, except for the fact this chicago weather has been very weird lately, It felt like it was 80 degrees out today! It was really nice but at the same time I really just wanted a little cold breeze and a nice latte.

I'm sorry I haven't been posting as much as I'd like, but with school and everything its getting hard. I also have NOTHING to write about.

soo help me outt?

xoxoxo

~Geena Rae

I see pictures of you, with her. I never stop thinking about you and what we had. It was so special, so different. I felt like I was on top of the world when I was with you, now the only feeling I have is invisible. I walk through the halls and see all these couples, they remind me so much of you and I. It had to end, I know it did. Late night fighting and video chat dates just weren't working out. But now that we are growing apart, and barely talk anymore, the more my heart aches. It aches for you, your smile, your laugh, your eyes, your touch. Your everything. I should have known you would get a girl right away, but I guess I still had a feeling you loved me. Now theres me, all alone watching you, well looking at pictures of you and her and everything we had and should have had. I guess I'm to embarrassed to say that I miss you, when I know you don't miss me too. I want you to know that I do miss you, and I want you to know that I do love you. No matter how distant we are I will never forget what we had.

Thats the sad story of my life right there now onto something more exciting:

Sunday I am going to this very well, red carpet sort of event. Its called the 10.10.10 event. Why? well because its on 10.10.10! Now don't get to jealous, its for my church. Its the 50th anniversary of it, but other then that I am excited. I think it is going to be wonderful. I am of course getting a brand new dress for it, which I think I am getting tomorrow so I will try and post some pictures of it and the event of course. Maybe I'll find a new good greek boy to like while I'm there dancing the night away.

Thats it for tonight,

Geena