Theres not a day where I don’t think about you. Your presents haunts my mind, and I wonder if you think of me. You where my first love and I was yours but for some reason I feel like you’ve moved on as I’ve slowly been trying to keep moving.

1 year!

OH EM GEE GUYS!!

my one year aniversery of this blog is on saturday HOLY MOLY! Well we have to celebrate.. if you have any ideas for something I should post HOLLA IT AT ME! I'm up for anything! Go crazy!

There are so many people in this world, so many people that I will soon meet or never meet. That frightens me. What if I walk past the love of my life every day and don't even know it? Or what if I never meet the one? I hate that we are told to wait till love finds you, when truly I want to find love. Sometimes I think that when you are feeling something you should take advantage of it before it leaves. Don't wait around for him/her to confront you because the chances of that happening are very slim, go leap for it! Its always worth a shot, even if you get let down at least you know what his/her feelings are towards you so your not laying in bed every night thinking about it. I've decided its time for me to take that leap.. I'm going to ask him straight up how he feels and if I get let down so be it, at least I know.

"Stay Calm and Carry On"

"Dirt and glitter cover the floor
We're pretty and sick
We're young and we're bored"

-Ke$ha

Some times being a teenager can suck.. but then there are those moment that you wish would never end. Be happy your young, don't grow up to fast because there is way to much ahead. This weekend has been so great... it really opened my eyes on how great life can be. Partying all weekend after a crazy stressful week was just what I needed and now I'm out of my funk and back on top.