I can run ten miles a day and eat like a health freak.. yet nothing ever changes. IM SO SICK OF IT. I know this is contradicting considering I've talked about loving your self and the body you have.. and I do believe in that but its hard sometimes when you see super skinny girls all around you and then you look in the mirror and hate yourself. I'm honestly ready for all this to change, I want to grow into my body but I know its not going to happen because I'm 15 years old 5'1 AND DONE GROWING. It sucks. So I know to make things change I'm going to have to push for it so I can be happy and be able to look in the mirror and smile... so I can stop feeling like the fat loaf in the middle of all my beautiful skinny friends.

I'm done with waiting. I'm done with feeling like this.

I'm ready for change.