Lipstick

It just smells so good.

Formspring

DONE AND DELETED.

I'm sick of bitches trying to tell me who i am and what i do wrong, its so stupid. Formspring is just for insecure girls who have to put other people down to make them feel better about themselves, and I'm done with people trying to put me down. Im done. I'm sorry if I'm not perfect and I'm sorry if i've made some mistakes but honestly you don't need to tell me that im a fat ugly whore who has no friends. That's just mean, and thats all formspring is. Mean comments.

Love

Love, is such a pretty word.
young love is such a beautiful thing

Don't you just love walking around and seeing all the love? I do.


I wish i had someone to love right now.
Love

2:32 am

Nothing

Still no sleep
and absolutely nothing to do


I need sleep so desperately but my body just wont let it happen. Hmmm what to do what to do.

I know i shouldn't be on the computer because thats not gonna help the insomnia
But i've done practically everything else.

Late night video chats:


Urban dictionary's definition of Geena: "craziest mofo eva!! fun lil girl not too wild cute enuff 2 make u smile!! ;) hehe!! party gurllll!"

That definition seems pretty accurate :) i am a parrttyy giirrll! yahtrickyah.

My Sleepless Drawings.

Notebook, the best movie ever created. I LOVE IT. This is the kiss in the rain scene, i know its not very good but cut me some slack it was like 2 in the morning when i drew it and i mean I'm more of a writer then i am a drawer. I love to draw and paint but I'm not really the best at it.

I don't even know.



No big deal just Hettie and Reuban..

Sleep.

I have barely been able to sleep this whole week because of all these crazy thoughts i have going through my head. The thoughts don't even make sense, at least most of them don't. The few that do make sense just feel like numbness going through my whole body. I wish they didn't make sense. Thoughts that don't make sense feel so much better then thoughts that do. I mean i don't even think this makes sense because my brain is so jammed.
I guess its good no one reads this or else i bet they'd think I'm some sort of psycho.
With my brain all backed up i haven't even been able to write..because none of it makes sense. So i have been drawing a lot, trying to figure out these thoughts.

But my drawings don't even make sense
There just of people.

Oh how baffled i get when i don't sleep.
Boys are so confusing.. great. Theres one thought working its way to being published.
Okay i need to shut up now.

I'm gonna rewind a little and go back to the 7th grade. It was a horrible year that i mostly blacked out, but there was this guy that i can never get out of my head, he is a big reason for my sleeplessness..wow thats a weird word. Okay anyways, i just can't get it out of my head, the guy that is. I keep thinking about him, and even those couple hours i slept..he was in my dreams. Its just so weird i can't even handle it.
Breakage

Thats all it was..breakage.

Hmm.. im having the feeling i don't make sense right now.
So i'm just going to come back later..
when i have slept.

Why hello there!

I kinda think i want to bedazzle it, but just the rim.

Sorry i haven't been writing lately! I've just been oh so busy, i went to camp for a week and it was really fun! I miss it so much its unbelievable. I love it that theres no drama there..not ever. Then i come back home and the drama is just crazy, i hate it. Other then that life's been pretty good. Been hanging with some friends and just living it up. Things have been pretty crazy lately though, schools starting in a month (FML) and i am just not ready. We got our advisors the other day, my advisory is amazing i have 7 friends in it which is great! But i've been thinking, I'm going into high school its going to be such a big change, but i am defiantly ready for it. Its just weird to think back in elementary we had to by markers and colored pencils, now we have to by calculators that are over 100$..its just so weird.

I dont want school to start.